18 July 2008
tell your friends...
Words by Sean Moeller // Illustration by Johnnie Cluney // Sound engineering by Patrick Stolley
What would be such a pleasure to do right in front of Caleb Engstrom is to take two dozen mirrors and windows, disco balls, crystal vases or ornaments and just smash them to smithereens on the hard ground, just letting the jagged, glittering parts of formerly whole pieces of porcelain and glass scatter like scared crickets – finally pausing to a stop as if they were waiting to detect any danger. Our ears would ring for a second as the chattering glass cubes and fragments, bits of bits of bits would be loud and somewhat joyous. Engstrom’s eyes would grow as big as those ruined disco balls used to be and they’d shine like brights. … [Story Continues Below]
First song
The Light in the Room (Caleb Engstrom) [2.22MB] [869 downloads]
– original version appears on A Mountain Or A Bird
This song appears on my new/old record, A Mountain or a Bird, and that recording, was done over a year ago with the help of some of my favorite musical mentors/friends, band Berry from Chicago.
Second song
Hoof (Caleb Engstrom) [2.36MB] [773 downloads]
– unreleased
I don’t even know if “Hoof” is the title for this song. When Pat (engineer), through the talk back microphone asked for the track title, to note on the box for the reel, Adam decided to say “Hoof.” I don’t know much about this song, it’s only about a week old, it will probably change some if it finds its way onto an “official” record.
Third song
Love Always (Caleb Engstrom) [1.94MB] [816 downloads]
– original version appears on A Mountain Or A Bird
“Love Always,” also found on A Mountain… was recorded live on the record, but doesn’t include the tasteful guitar licks that you can hear my friend Adam providing all through these Daytrotter tracks. Thank you Adam for practicing and getting parts figured out just in the nick of time for this.
Fourth song
Nothing Cloud Lion (Caleb Engstrom) [2.48MB] [830 downloads]
– unreleased
Though not released, it was recorded about a week before I left to go to India this past summer. I went through a summer of trying not to think about art or music. I began to dread having art school conversations about the fluxus movement, afraid of the person I thought I was becoming: a cynical jerk, who went around measuring everyone else’s authenticity; was there obsession/eccentricity of their art/life true! I think this song was something I wanted to make sure I recorded before I left. I’m back in the USA and feel affirmed as an artist and American and I still feel like writing and recording. Thank you.
They would skirt all over the place, trying to get a grip of all that he was witnessing before them, checking out the newness of all the refractions and reflections, playing with the natural light, all of the existing shades and colors, taking some of it here and altering all of it into new colors and shadows. The broken pieces of light would just be lying there, on their backs, playing dead and awaiting a dustbin to be swept into. The Iowa City songwriter – who hails from nearby Maquoketa, Iowa, a sleepy town as almost all of the locales in Iowa are – would likely fight the man or woman trying to clean up the “mess.” He wouldn’t see It that way at all. He’d probably see it as a masterpiece. He’d think to himself, “Damn, why didn’t I think of that?” And the statement wouldn’t mean anything really, it would just be an unlucky feeling sitting in the pit of his stomach, hoping to have been ingenious enough to have broken all of that glass himself and to have let whatever it was that was going to happen, do so at his own hand. He’d find twice as much beauty in that as he would otherwise. You see, Engstrom has an appreciative eye for the finer, more miniscule points of light that are out there fraternizing with all of those broader points of light, the ones that hit everyone, equally like a ton of bricks. What do you mean you didn’t see that? – is how the refrain goes for those absent-minded patrons of the world around them. Engstrom picks up on the shapes and the curvatures of whimpering flames atop candlewicks, making faces at the humongous and open sky. He gets tenderized by the abstract thought that that same flame of note might be looking back at him and thinking, without any reason to, that there was a guy who could appreciate its full potential. He could see beyond just the hot and the light, but into the origins of the fire, where it first came from, and then a rushing draft of what that fire would accomplish in its short lifespan, even if his eyes weren’t there to see all of it. He’s calm and he’s clear as a person, just as his gorgeous folk songs are upon their wings and airs. He deconstructs light and then weaves it into the words that he forms around the simple, but meaningful chords that are made for nights where believing in the impossible is all you want to do. He writes songs that should make it onto every mixtape that gets passed from a shy boy — who reads Shakespeare and Walt Whitman and sometimes can’t help himself but want to go outside during a charging summer thunderstorm and just romp around in the puddles that get as white as eggs every time the sky throws a tantrum and shakes out some blue-ish purple lightning – to a shy girl with eyes to get lost in for eternity. He writes songs that couldn’t have come from any one who wouldn’t stand slack-jawed before a floor filled with the tiny little specks of light bouncing off shattered glass. It wouldn’t make any sense.
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Broken glass everywhere, little light, caucusing, speaking in tongues that only Caleb can hear with his most elephant-esk eary-ears that hear things only angels dream of – in the hungry, yet anorexic dungeon of his mothers sweet vagina with hymen still intact…his guitar lactating, feeding an anxious swarm of preteen popped collars, yearning for more from the teat of this prodigal son from the brazen fields of maze once mined by the mighty Iwoay who had previously flooded the plans of the 26th state.. hawkeye, hawkeye, hawkeye. It”s metaphysical. As Marx once said, “Art is always and everywhere the secret confession, and at the same time the immortal movement of its time.” Time that moves from sea to shining sea, from the lakes of Minnesota, to the hills of Tennessee. Time. Time, that moves faster than the swiftest 350 chevy on four wheels, NASCAR. Roarrrrr. Chevy to the levee..the levees broke, never forget. It wouldn’t make any sense.
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Caleb,
A good friend of mine, Mitch Moylan, told me you were going to record a daytrotter session. I’ve been waiting to hear this, and I have to say, I’m very impressed! I hope that getting on daytrotter helps more people find your music…good luck!
Coz
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