1 September 2008
tell your friends...
Words by Sean Moeller // Illustration by Johnnie Cluney // Sound engineering by Patrick Stolley
The day after Dustin Hamman was here in Rock Island this past winter – in the heart of a dastardly spat of winter shiftiness – the Portland, Oregon, resident had to be in Kansas City at an early morning hour to duke it out with an insurance company over an ugly accident that royally fucked his body up for a long time. He’s still not back to the good as new stage and he probably never will be. He can be fixed up some, but never will he be back to his old self. He’s a frail man, though one could assume that he’s had the advantage of time to have put on some needed meat since he was by lo those many months ago. … [Story Continues Below]
First song
Do the Jellyfish (Run On Sentence) [3.73MB] [771 downloads]
— unreleased
This is part of an album I’ve been writing for a while now. There’s a lot of imagery involving flooding, water, winter, darkness… anything that symbolizes a form of death and acts as a catalyst for change. When I was a kid, my swimming instructor taught us the “jellyfish” as a method of floating where you hug your knees to your chest in a fetal position looking down into the water… the idea came about, when I was thinking that in terms of an apocalyptic flood, doing the jellyfish might be the new “stop, drop, and roll”. Of course, it’s mostly meant as a metaphor for what I see as a good approach to living. There is a lot of suffering and despair in the world and a lot of it seems to come from personal attachment and unnecessary self-limitations… worrying about the future or the past… It may seem kinda dark but I like thinking about catastrophic events simply because they eliminate all of those things… if this life is all you have and you have only this moment in which to live it… what problems can there really be? Float freely friends.
Second song
Carrie Pt. II (Run On Sentence) [2.31MB] [736 downloads]
– original version appears on Oh When the Wind Comes Down
This song is a big part of my perceived cohesiveness of the album Oh When the Wind Comes Down. Despite its title, this was actually the first of three songs involving Carrie. She is anyone who needs a little help finding value in this life. The song is a lot of fun to play with a band and with any luck, brings on such wild activities as smiling, dancing, hooting and or hollering.
Third song
Foreign and Awkward (Run On Sentence) [5.13MB] [732 downloads]
— original version appears on Oh When The Wind Comes Down
This whole session was recorded with the Nick Jaina Band on a cold and blizzardly day in Rock Island. I was just getting over a cold and Nick was right in the middle of one and was consequently sprawled out in the middle of the studio floor. Just before the song, Pat (the engineer) asked if Nick was ready. You can hear Nathan’s reply at the beginning of the track… “He’s curled up in the fetal position”. I find that sort of fitting as it’s the ultimate symbol of comfort and dependence. This song is about being a little too comfortable and a little overly dependent on our consumer lifestyles. I think the world would be a lot nicer if more people would turn off the TV and just go outside… listen to the wind in the trees and witness the countless non-human lifeforms (fuzzy and otherwise) with whom we share this planet… imagine what your life might be like if you grew up in another country, in a different culture… we are not at the top… all of these things have value… but as long as everything outside of our immediate comfort zone remains foreign and awkward to us, we are in trouble… take every chance you get to help someone feel closer to something that is strange to them… simply put, fear is our enemy, love is our friend.
Fourth song
State of the Union (Run On Sentence) [4.18MB] [781 downloads]
— unreleased
Basically, this is a big political/anti-television rant… I see no reason to make this description any less of a rant. I sort of imagined what I might find if I could get to the core of the television world and see all the folks pulling the strings. There I found wealthy men partying and speaking in tongues while the majority of folks were roaming around in the dirt like mental patients overdosed on Jerry Springer Quaaludes. I needed to wake them up. I needed to scream in their faces and rally them out of their media-induced comas to rise up in arms against the tyrannical hand that distributes delusion to every cog, wheel, and pulley… like William Wallace in a top-hat, leading the lions right out of the big tent while the ringleader’s out back…. a call to wake the walking dead…. and I’ll be damned if when the Nick Jaina band gets rollin’ on this one, we don’t look like a gaggle of flaming loons in a fireworks stand, squawking at the ceiling… “You are LIONS! You are LIONS!! You are LIONS!!!”
Hamman and the thought of the easily gone health and wellbeing seem to go hand-in-shaking-hand, enjoying their mouthpiece and his poster-boy status for the wounded. He says that he gets carried away with himself sometimes, taking the long-winded path in an effort to explain things, to make things clear, which could offer an insight into the stage name he takes for himself. He also says that he likes thinking about catastrophic possibilities, events that could just plundering down upon us, stopping time in its place and turning that boring normalcy into icky, wet chaos. It’s how the most traumatic bouts of chaos like to be referenced against – this very dramatic contradictory point. A sky that was clear as a bell and bright blue like a dolphin – and by all accounts the very picture of perfection — was what was pierced through when terrorists visited and some people had to choose between two different ways that they knew would lead to inevitable death. Quiet times are interrupted by tragedy all the time. Sometimes you even find yourself thinking, “What if this bridge collapsed right now?” as you run underneath it. Would I have enough time to get out from below it or would it fall so fast that I couldn’t even blink one last time? It would just go black and then what? One of the best scenes in “Fight Club” is when Edward Norton imagines if the plane he’s flying – while still and out of harm’s way at the moment – suddenly collided with another aircraft and the bodies suddenly were ripped from the cabin, being torn apart by the pressure, as he sat and watched. Chuck Palahniuk has a tendency of doing that sort of thing, of imagining catastrophes when there aren’t any, and Hamman probably freaks out around cars the same way Stephen King does these days, allowing himself to go to those spots where the only response is to ball up into that always helpful fetal position and just try to survive. Hamman as Run On Sentence, doesn’t have a specialty, just a wide array of methods to gerry rig his general suspicion and wariness to sometimes hop-a-long and ragtimey music. It doesn’t all have to be dragged through the muck to give off that dooming shine at the end of the line. He doesn’t always go for the pessimist’s take, but he’s convincing there, shaking his fingers and legs in those waters, mumbling about the things he can’t help but think – drowning and dark sides. There’s a real spectacular backwoods, wild, wild wilderness vibe to some of the beefs that Hamman brings up (particularly in “State of the Union” where he spits bees and could be liable for scaring children) and it makes them all so real, all so scary, even from a vantage point some yards down the way. It makes you feel something different every time.
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